Times that urge me to hide in a hole

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MY EMBARRASSING MOMENTS

Everyone has times when they want to run away from the world's glares and from everyone in their mind. 
Here are times when I have the urge of hiding hiding in a hole.

When my brother teases me;
It is the most excruciatingly embarrassing moment when my brother says words to me which I really detest I feel like hiding somewhere where no one would actually catch me and pull me back to go home but I end up hiding in my room which is probably the most obvious place in the whole house.

The time when results come out;
This time makes me so anxious and fidgety that I normally end up hopping or spilling water in my class which makes me even more agitated. Around this moment even my partner can hear my heart beating , and when I open my answer sheet I feel like I am going melt down like a candle which has been lit for 10 hours.

When I am the center of attention ;
Normally this happens when I am delivering a speech or taking my answer sheet. and this moment also occurs when I get the highest marks in the class in a particular subject.It is so very embarrassing when everyone's eyes are on your body movements and the situation exacerbates if you slip or maybe forget your lines.

When boys in my class mock at me;
This happens to me because of my height , I mean it is very humiliating when people(especially boys) make fun of your features , I mean are they themselves impeccable? No they aren't!It makes me feel as if I am the only person in the world who isn't perfect.

If I suddenly become very popular in my class;
Even though it is a very nice and proud moment but it seems very awkward to me that people all of a sudden start talking about you and your success or whatever it is, It still urges me to hide somewhere in the school.
When I am scared and shout;
Yes, this may not sound very shameful, but it still is embarrassing when you are scared to death and scream like anything(when you see a bee or an ugly insect sitting on your hand) and it is even worse if this happens in school!!

These are time in my life when I feel like running away and hiding in a hole. And I want these times to not to come in my life(except becoming popular and getting highest marks).  so that I am not humiliated.

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November 18, 2015 at 2:54 AM
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